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[ it's -- too similar by degrees for not to feel a low ache that starts in her chest. The manipulation, the guilt. She knows those, knows those tactics to understand it. Eventually there comes a point where it's too much and it's break or give in. Can't blame them for hurting each other, when it seems safer, any less than she dearly, dearly wishes right now she could help them escape.

Even if it's irrelevant, they're here now after all. ]

> Stockholm, probably, but there's some mood altering drugs that will make people complacent.

> I'm so sorry Jade.

could be the drug thing. they're big on that.

they injected me with this weird green shit that really messed me up.

> It would explain the erratic behavior.

[ She needs a minute then, reading those words. Colour is wrong sure, but she has to breath, slow herself down in the minute seconds of panic that come with the thought of being injected with anything. ]

> Did you have a crash afterwards?

i wouldn't call it that. it gave me these really fucked up dreams. and it made me sick. i still get them back home.

> Have they stopped now?

still get nightmares, but not the weird dreams that make me puke.

can i tell you something that's going to sound crazy?

> You'll never sound crazy to me, don't worry.
> But, please, whatever you feel like, I'll always listen.

and you can't tell anyone else, okay?

> To my grave, I promise.

i can sorta see the future in those dreams. or something like that, idk, it's all confusing.

i met an older version of myself. she talked to me.

> holy sh
> shivers

> what did she tell you?

not much.

can you believe i went through all that and basically all she told me was that we have the prettiest smiles and to not tell the school what i really saw.

Edited 2015-09-02 01:38 (UTC)

> You know, I can't even say I am surprised

> But not telling them... that probably was wise, though I think you could have figured that out yourself from the sound of it.
> And she's right, you do have a very pretty smile. :)

they might already know. they've got these files on us with all kinds of personal shit. but i'm not gonna help them along.

you don't have to say that, but thanks.

> They might know you get them, of course
> However unless they can pull the words out of your mouth, or record your dreams
> They might never know the details.

> As far as I know, and that's not a lot regarding how prophetic dreams work
> but that seems to be the most important part.

[ Which is assuming something she's not willing to say. That if she's being drugged one of them could be used to block out her memory and question the truth from her.

But she knows the importance of when people destroyed so much of you, how much it was needed to keep the small victories. ]

> No I don't, but I wanted to anyway.

have you known other people who have prophetic dreams?

> No, no one I've ever met gets them.
> Magic is hardly something common were I come from. Or what might be considered it really is magic.
> But I know a lot about keeping secrets.

then i guess i picked the right person to tell mine.

for the record, i'm good with secrets too if you even need to talk to someone.

[ It's so tempting, right then, to just say it, say she understood, the fear, the horror of it. Every little thing she's keeping bottled up far too tightly, but r--

-- Jack is only a few rooms away and she didn't get so far, get free, if it wasn't that she was meticulous, careful. She can't trust anyone right now. Doesn't know how to, really. ]

> Thanks, I'll keep it in mind.

[It's not the reply Jade wanted, but it's the one she expected.]

i mean it, okay?

Edited 2015-09-03 00:19 (UTC)

> I promise, really.

okay.

god, i'm sorry for making this all serious. that was not the plan.

Edited 2015-09-04 08:55 (UTC)

> It's alright.
> It's nice to know I could talk to someone if I needed to.

any time. i mean it. don't worry that it's too late at night or i'll be busy or any of that shit.

> You keep odd hours too?

[ which has been her problem. She can't remember to sleep when she ought to, and ends up sleeping odd when her body forces her too. ]

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