It's okay [ a deep, deep breath as the tension disipates out of her in the nervousness of the sharp words. But really, in the end, there aren't words for the relief of waking up again and seeing them both still here. ] I missed you both too.

[ Soft, because right now. She doesn't want to move, go outside, face the outside world that despite her eagerness on her best days, was too much when she wasn't able to get her walls up quick enough.

What she wants, more than anything, is to draw them both down, wrap them both around her in a tangle of limbs, and do nothing but breath, for awhile. Clinging to life that felt slugging in her veins. Because being near them, for all that they were and could be decidedly not, they were the other parts of her now, and she wanted to just hang in that - whole, alive, blood and bone and they have to be better than the long gone chemicals in her bloodstream. ( she will make them be better than that, she will fix herself on them instead ).

But more than anything, she doubts either of them have the patience for it, not for long anyway. Even if she thinks they might if she asked right now. ]

I could definitely eat. [ She stretches her legs out from underneath her, feeling the tingle of unused muscles. Still holding onto them both as she does, trying to get her balance under her. Grimacing for it. She felt... stiff, tired, her clothes probably reeked. ] Oof, feels like I haven't moved for awhile. Was... was I out very long?