(It seems as if you're seeking reasons to be angry with yourself. Did you try to make him afraid? Did you ask him to fall into a deep sleep so you wouldn't have to deal with that regret? You did neither of these things, I'm certain. Don't let yourself be burdened by additional factors that have no place in the greater picture.)
[Angel already bears the weight of too much already.]
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[Angel already bears the weight of too much already.]