[ There is a dichotomy to the way that Ilde thinks about this. She believes in individuality, in strength of self. And yet she allowed herself to be poisoned by Dreus. And yet she believes in the idea of the Hive, of working together for the greater good. She sees none of it as contradictory, and that is the warped hypocrisy of her thinking. ]
(You cannot compare yourself. You can only be you, you must live with your choices.)
[ She believes it. She made her choices and she was not sorry. She was not sorry to have loved Dreus. She was not sorry to have killed that man on Avera. If the Hive takes something of her nature... she will not be sorry for that either. ]
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[ There is a dichotomy to the way that Ilde thinks about this. She believes in individuality, in strength of self. And yet she allowed herself to be poisoned by Dreus. And yet she believes in the idea of the Hive, of working together for the greater good. She sees none of it as contradictory, and that is the warped hypocrisy of her thinking. ]
( You cannot compare yourself. You can only be you, you must live with your choices. )
[ She believes it. She made her choices and she was not sorry. She was not sorry to have loved Dreus. She was not sorry to have killed that man on Avera. If the Hive takes something of her nature... she will not be sorry for that either. ]