[ If she really was as good a person as she seemed, as she tried so hard to be, she wouldn't want the things she did. In the end, she doesn't know, she hopes more than anything he was dead, that somehow she had helped to undo all the awful she had caused.
It's a lot -- in fact, it's too much. Her breath hitches as shakes her head, blinking her eyes against the sudden sting of wet in her eyes. ] I don't know. [ crying is a strange thing, she notes, it's messy, not just that she's sure she looks awful, but that the tears blot oddly between eyelashes, curves around cheekbones. With no idea what else to do, because there hasn't been anyone around her for so long, instead she just presses her face to his shoulder. She doesn't miss Pandora, there's nothing to miss for her, but she worries about the vault hunters and if they managed alright without her to guide them, if they managed to stop Jack, if it changed anything at all. So many variables, in all the instances she's run in her mind, she still can't be certain. It's too much to say, would have to explain it all - so she says none of it. Just shuts her eyes tight and hides herself away where ( he is ) it's safe. ]
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It's a lot -- in fact, it's too much. Her breath hitches as shakes her head, blinking her eyes against the sudden sting of wet in her eyes. ] I don't know. [ crying is a strange thing, she notes, it's messy, not just that she's sure she looks awful, but that the tears blot oddly between eyelashes, curves around cheekbones. With no idea what else to do, because there hasn't been anyone around her for so long, instead she just presses her face to his shoulder. She doesn't miss Pandora, there's nothing to miss for her, but she worries about the vault hunters and if they managed alright without her to guide them, if they managed to stop Jack, if it changed anything at all. So many variables, in all the instances she's run in her mind, she still can't be certain. It's too much to say, would have to explain it all - so she says none of it. Just shuts her eyes tight and hides herself away where ( he is ) it's safe. ]